Nice song, it's really meaningful. :> (Don't forget by Demi Lovato) Search the music video, it's really cool. Help me find the code of this song to be put in blog templates plox. I can't find it anywhere. ): or gimme the link!

Did you forget
That I was even alive
Did you forget
Everything we ever had
Did you forget
Did you forget
About me

Did you regret (did you regret)
Ever standing by my side
Did you forget (did you forget)
What we were feeling inside
Now I'm left
To forget
About us

But somewhere we went wrong
We were once so strong
Our love is like a song
You can't forget it

So now I guess
This is where we have to stand
Did you regret
Ever holding my hand
Never again
Please don't forget
Don't forget

We had it all
We were just about to fall
Even more in love
Than we were before
I won't forget
I won't forget
About us

But somewhere we went wrong
We were once so strong
Our love is like a song
You can't forget it

Somewhere we went wrong
We were once so strong
Our love is like a song
You can't forget it at all

And at last, all the pictures have been burned
And all the past, is just a lesson that we've learned
I won't forget, please don't forget
Us

Somewhere we went wrong
Our love is like a song
But you won't sing along
You've forgotten about us
Don't forget.

So meaningful right? I'm finding the song code for my blog, but can't find it. ): Sad manz! Help me plox! Thankyou! Oh, & kor, help me download can? :> Thankyou!

YAY! i'm back from the library & i managed to borrow two very very interesting books babeh! :> One is about blogs, i love reading books that are about bloggings. Tsk, damn interesting!!! Must read, must read. Another one, i haven't started yet. But it's about when a girl meets a guy, etc etc. So yeah, two interesting books for my two book review a.k.a my homeworks for this june holiday. I'm so preoccupied with alot of things. It's time to make a timetable. Seriously.

Went lotone just now, saw quite a number of people i know. Like weeteck & co., Seniors & co. & Irfan & co. (at the rooftop). I love the rooftop man! But too bad, cannot play. Only meant for small kids. But then, there's like water spraying out. It looks so freaking cool! Can playplay water with your friends. Too bad uh, Batrisyia is an old aunty, so can't play. What the hell! Eventhough Batrisyia is an old aunty, begonia & Wanyuan are even older! I may look old but i'm young at heart. Both Begonia & Wanyuan are dying from Swine flu. */choy* (Okay, i shall not curse my two friends anymore!)

Anyway, i'm going out with Wanyuan tomorrow since mum wants me to pack things for camp, which is this thursday, on wednesday. Hence, there's no choice but to change the date to tomorrow. Which is a good thing, i get to see her one day earlier, and i get to get out! Desperate. & i'm very excited regarding band camp! It's seriously going to be very fun! Bonding, fun games. But i heard there's practice too. Oh well, beats sitting there doing nothing right? :)

I'm going to wear a black shirt with hotpink singlet inside, & jeans. & bangles! Ahaha, so matching okay! OOOO! Black & hotpink is the nicest luh. Tsk, i have a great sense of fashion! */Action* Ahem, it is a fact! (waves) Can't wait to meet Wanyuan! I am so going to have a heart to heart talk with her. Seriously, I don't want us both to drift. ): Confirm got loads of pictures to upload tomorrow so stay tuned. There's going to be alot of our unglam pictures, act chio pictures, idiotic pictures, spastic pictures. You name it, we'll try to become your models! :> Verlynn the most retarded model on earth!

Ahahahs :) Okay then, i'm off to read my storybook since it's like so darn interesting. Can't wait to start reading. I'm going to be a bookworm! Oh no. Oh yeah, needa check shaw.sg! Okay luh, byebye! Muakmuak to my readers, fans, friends, random spammers/passerby(s)! BYE! :D

OHOHOH! Hello :D I'm watching night @ the museum with Verlynn this wednesday baby! :> YAYNESS! & watching another movie with begonia the week aft. But she doesn't wanna go lotone, because she say it isn't high class. LOL! Wtv wtv. :) Went bloghopping, begonia says nani's new stead is hot. Eh, i jealous lah. He damn hotttt can! LOL! Tsk, hot lah. Somemore his name isaac. LOL! But cannot steal, later nani jealous. Ahaha. */Melts*


Going library later. Actually, i don't intend to go. But mum forced me, since i'm suppose to read books for my English homework. Tsk! So yeah. I'm booked! I'm going to prepare a timetable soon. & i'm not going for Mr.ken's farewell party today. Cos it's like a last minute decision mah, paiseh uh ): Really sorry. Please help me give Mr.Ken my number!!!! :D He'll miss me for sure!


I wanna buy clip on hair extensions. I think they sell it @ my granma's house? But i want black. So it matches my hair. I only saw like white & pink, & it's like so plastic & fake. I want black, or dark brown!!!! ): Help me find those blogshops that sell these hair extension plox! ): Anw, i got back moi phone! After much beggings, because i said my seniors need to sms me regarding band blablabla, well it is a fact! Huili smses me! :D Asking if i'm a vegetarian or not! :>


Verlynn ,: YAY! (waves, waves) Oi. I veh auto de okay! See, alr linked you when you never even asked me to! Pffffft! :>
Darren: Because i lazy search/type for your link mah! :>
iza: Nope, i haven't. LOL! Lazy ah. Tml then i start packing. Ahah! :D
Eileen(:: Copy zawati's tag! LOL! Haven't.
WAIYEE: Hellooooo! Uglybetty! LOL!
ShanLe (:: Muakmuak!!!!

Just finished watching Camp rock. It was quite interesting! :> Missed alot of parts due to washing the dishes. -__-!!! Demi Lovato sing until my hair stand siol. Seriously. & some parts of the show will make me feel like crying, especially when they found out that she was lying. -_-! Aiya, i veh slow uh? Alot people obviously watched that show alr. LOL!

I shall now reply moi tags :>, since i'm so bored. & the weather is so freaking hot. Whatthehell! I'm perspiring already! Oh, & have a safe flight to Girlguides who are going cambodia, & joyce who is going Hongkong! Will miss ya'll. Too bad can't sms. ): Or else i will!

Darren: Gimme your link then, asshole! :D
Verlynn ,: Actually, i from last time know is you de. But i scared it's other people. Then say your name like the person will feel veh sad etc etc. You know you know! LOLLL! Muakmuak.
Bao Fei :]: Uhhh, i not going.
JWJY!: i will babe. Want me to link your private blog too? LOLL! Wlao, damn embarrassing canzx! Why you read. Actually, i just read it too. I was such a twitter last time. Like stupid siah! ): So malu already! Your fault lah! :x/:)

Okay, so tml no band but have maths remedial? Says eileen. Idk! OMG. Needa check first. Later. :D Anw, i wanna watch hannah montana the movie. Seems cool, although i hate her. So yeah, wanna jio people out to watch. When's the movie coming out anyway! -_-!

Duh, muhaimin was touched by my words, cheh! Like duh. I'm the best yaw! :>

Dearest adek muhaimin,

I want to let you know that your kakak, me, will always look out for you, & look up to you. Seriously. When you told me this : "for me, its like, the girls..none look out for me" then let me tell you, since you think that none look out for you, i wanna tell you that I do. And if none ever does that, let me be the first. You're a really good adek, one of the best, to be exact. & i wanna make sure that you're not emo emo anymore. Because you seemed to have lost all the confidence in yourself. & it hurts to see someone close so upset & disappointed in one's self. I want to let you know that you're the best, everytime i've got a problem, i always seek you for advice. Because you are one of the best person who would listen to my rantings & sanggup dengar me membebel about different people & different situation. & i believe my adek will be beside me through thick & thin. Which is why i always look up to you. Muhaimin, you are one of the good friends that are true to me that i've ever had. I want you to gain back your confidence, don't look down on yourself. I don't wanna see you sad. Let me be the first girl, as a "kakak", to look out for you & look up to you. Don't be sad! Anything, i'll always be here for you. I'm just freaking 8 digits away. & if i'm not online, you can send me an offilne message or a mail. Stop ... being so sad. ): It hurts me to see you like this. If not for yourself, atleast smile for the people around you & me. :>

Happy happy! Very happy! Super happy! :D

Congrats to verlynn & vaymond for patching up, GSS for finding the one & Minru for making her first own skin! It's uber cute! I might use it for my next skin, probably! :> 3 good news at one go, how great! Congratulations to the 3 of you!

My legs are still veh pain, & i'm still limping! But it's worth it, cos the camp's quite fun! Especially the first day. So anw, woke up @ 11AM today. It's veh late. Then made bed, do those things that are suppose to be done, watched tv. Got AXN, it's just a preview which will end until 14 June! So yay! I've been watching CSI for like how many times already, all those bloody scenes, but i like.

That's all for today actually. I feel like calling wanyuan baby! & ohfuck, i don't know if tml got band or not -_-!

jocelyn: Haha, okayokay you not joshua! LOL! You barbie doll! :>

Eileen(:: Thanks, boobhole.

ANONYMOUS!: My secret admirers dont talk like girls. So i assume you're a girl secret admire! LOL! Aiya, verlynn? Sounds like you! :>

yunjie: LAILAILAI! LOL! Muakmuak babeh! You are my definition of love.
Eileen(:: Gimme your link then, asshole! :D
Dorene: YEAH BABY! no lah, it's just so obvious YOU ARE DORENE! LOL!
Sabrina: Thanks babe.
RAFIDAH!: lemme guess, he's name is rasyid right? & everyone calls him Mr.Bean aka Rush-shit.
ANONYMOUS!: LOL! Alah ANONYMOUSYCUTEYLITTLEPIE! Tell me who you are, cos i'm lazy to go sign in my acc, & squint my eyes etc etc. Alah, tell ahhh! ):
yunjie: Yeah baby! I WANT I WANT! LOL. Can talk cock with you babe!
YIHUI: I love my retarded cousin manz! LOL! MUAKMUAKKKKK!
Yongyi.: Thanks babe! & imma love your phone! :]

Pffffft, since I'm so bored, imma going to post about sec one selection camp! :D Actually, i'm still in the hyper-type-of-mood. I still wanna do the yeahyeahyeahyeah cheer.

First day, was abit awkward when we fist started out. Heng got waimun in my group. Someone i'm close to. & someone evil! Yes, C.Waimun is my evil twinnie! Tsk! She's so evil. Then went t the CLC room to play some random bonding games which are not bad, quite fun! :> My facs are Aidil, Farah & Jocelyn(whom we started calling joshua :)). Went down for dinner, & our hands were all tied tgt. So we have to communicate with each other & take turns to eat or smth. Then aidil & another fac was like purposely shaking their hands to disturb us! Extra lorh.

Had another game aft that. Someone is to be blindfolded, needa pass through obstacles. One person needa direct, another person guide. I'm the guider, so imma touch the body of people!!! :> LOL! The blindfolded people needa find sweets which are buried under flours inside a container. Oh, i really pity those blind people! They were like freaking complaining about how awful the flour tasted like, & i'm freaking laughing @ them! :D Minzi was first, so imma guide her. Before the game, one random ahpek named dinie go disturb her! Tsk tsk tsk.

After a few rounds, I was sitting down on the bench, waiting for my turn, someone clapped both her hands on my cheeks. I thought it was waimun! Then i look up, & saw a big monsterous face(JKJK)... JANGJANGJANG! Yihui slapped me ): Her hands were full of flour, i was like: Whatthe...(!) Then went to take flour from the tray & chased her baby! LOL! I ran faster than her man! :D Managed to touch her shirt & her face!!! How victorious i felt! :>

Played the ha-ha-ha game aft that. Was damn fun! Lie down on Yunjie's tummy! LOL!!! Everyone was like counting how many hahaha they have to say. Heng i only need 8! :D

Aft that, had shower! After that, had supper. Dinie kaypo wanna sign our "logo". LOL! We were like disturbing him lorh, kept no-ing him. Crapped around. Felt really tired although it was vehveh fun! Then we needa tie a marker to the strings & write zhenghua on a piece of paper. We managed to did it in the end & we were the third team to leave for the hike the next day.

We made our sleeping bags & lie down getting ready t sleep but me & Yunjie just couldn't. So we were freaking talking about people. Gossip here, & there. & Waimun said we were noisy. Oh how pathetic!): We were already so considerate manz! Cheh. Action! LOL! Gossiped till 11.30 PM & went to piggyland after that. LOL! :D

Next morning:
Woke up @ 5:26 AM! But the facs want us to sleep until 5:30 hence, we were forced to lie back down to sleep & up again. Washed up abit & went down for breakfast. Had hiking after that. Went hiking for 3 hours, 10 km +/- . Went to the pending lrt station and took it! I forgotten that i sat on the darn priority sit! -_- Then there's this random idiot who scold our teacher! Wahlao! ): All of us are freaking unhappy siah. Father already, still act like gangster. What is this? -__-" Instead of scolding us, he should ask nicely to me to let his wife sit. Anw, i didn't see his wife. Sumpah! -.-! & his stop is like the next one? What the hell is wrong with people these few days. Then go scold cher asking for my name & asking her to study more. Uhuh, his sentence isn't even in correct English? & what is with the stupid face. O.o

Went back to school & most of us slept. but i didn't. I was half alive. But didn't sleep though. LOL! Went to clean classroom & off we went home. Went to LJS with Waimun, Yunjie & Yongyi for lunch. Went up to the rooftop after that to talk for awhile. Then went home straight. That's all babeh! :> Got pictures, in my phone ... that was confiscated! -_- Paiseh uh. Muakmuak. Byebye!

Verlynn, you seemed upset. Smile for me plox.

I'm back babies!
Yes, i know you miss me, hence mie gonna be posting later on. With all the details. Fyi, my phone has been confiscated due t the fact that i've been smsing too much -_-! Sad right? Nvm. I got MSN okay alr. LOL! Cos it's the holidays babeh! So, can stay up till 2 in the morning! :D

Muakmuak to the mermaids! LOL! & thankyou to the facs & councillors for the relatively good camp! Aligato! :>

Today's Mr.Ken's last day. ): Okay luh, i still kinda bully him! Tgt with Shanle! :> Ahahs! Mr.Ken is a great teacher manz! Always so patient & always tolerating E3's crappy nonsense. Thankyou for teaching us history! & not forgetting, producing a top scorer in E3 across the whole level! We're really lucky t have a great & wonderful teacher like you. I bet he's not going to see this, duh. But these words are words from the bottom of my heart to a great teacher like Mr.Ken! Too bad i can't go for the farewell party. ): I've got CCA. Oh man!

I'm leaving my house @ 1.30PM later to go for the PTM. I wonder what's my position in class. Congratulations to xinzhi for getting first! LOL! Then staying back with the rest for camp later on. Oh god, my bag is so big, fat & bulky. Seriously. It looks as if i'm having a three days, 2 nights camp instead. So weird. LOL!

I'm freaking pissed with someone from a class. Probably E3 did spam your class, but when we apologised on behalf of that person, shouldn't you like accept it or smth? Ask me to suck hotdog? I won't tolerate such nonsense, still this is an act of childishness. tskk. Ask me to suck again, i'll suck on yours.

For the person who spammed in our classblog, we already apologised! -_- For goodness sake, you actually requested that all of us are to go to you and apologise one by one. Worse then me sial, too thick skinned alr. Sorry, we're not going to beg for your forgiveness. Forgive us or not, it's none of my business. We've already apologised, & you still want us to do things for you, you think your our mother/father is it? -_-! You said you want all of us to say sorry & it's okay alr. Didn't like we say sorry to you already? Uhuh. You said this to my friend:

zonghan ur fagging class start 1ST so hu the fuuck u woofing at?lowlife

Fyi, my class ain't fucking. It's someone from my class who is the asshole. You shouldn't put the blame on our class you know. It might probably be some random idiots who used our class name to spam. Did you checked the IP codes in the first place? Fyi, zonghan ain't woofing if you're deaf. He ain't a lowlife, he's trying to tell you his point like how you're trying to tell us your darn point! -_-" & before that, you said this too:

stfu i wan u all cum our class and apologise 1 by 1

Uhuh, you asked us to stfu then still ask us to apologise? So ironic? -.- One by one apologise? That is plain stupid, & i'm so lazy. So yeah, deal with it. We've already went to your blog to apologise on behalf of that asshole who might not be from our class, what more you want? Apologising is the most we could do. So if you don't appreciate it, then it's okay. Cos i don't care. :> Don't test with my patience.

u are the most guailan class i've ever seen so far ALMOST all of u are retards and faggs

Oh, we're guailan-s. How great. If we're guailans, then it means you are the chaochaochao guailan human being i've ever seen! Seriously, join your yandar punanah gang man! You're just another mandar! LOL! The "indian" dude who spammed our blog a thousand times. Erm yeah, about the retarded part. I totally agree! We're retarded man. So, tolerate it! We're in the same batch, you have to see our retarded face for another 3 retarded years & 5 retarded months. Sorry, i beg to differ. We ain't faggots. You are the faggot being so thick-skinned. Apologise to who? You? Erm, i'd rather apologise t my grandma for breaking her vase. -_-!

Hello!!! :D
Here's the pictures. Some are like super outdated ): Ps uh. Was lazy to upload. So, imma let the pictures do the talking yeah! :> Here's some activities that i did, went to NEWater, petrocket & the botanic garden. Here you go!



JWJY!: LOL. Okayokay :>

Siewching: Fluffy! :B

Eileen(;: Uh, lol. Are you lost or smth? LOL!

CARMEN: muahmuah!

SHIYING: Ilyt!

Panana'♥: hahaha :D

Jiahui: I will, soon!

Panana'♥: :)

angheidi: Haha, imyt.

Kuek: your url sibei gay!

JWJY!: HELLO!

Eileen(;: Well guess what slut, ihyt! :D

angheidi: Thankyou.

san.driyya: Iloveyoutoo, babe!

Verlynn ,: ohh, boobhole!

YuJun'a: Thankyou :)

[♥] ' YASHI /: Shutup arsehole! :D I love my underwear!!!

Verlynn ,: Obviously i'm sweet! It's like duh.

JWJY!: Hahaz.

angheidi: Nice to see you & lirong too!

RAFIDAH!: LOL?

Mini: You add me ah, i lazy lah ):

Lamyily!<3:>

lyrong: Hello! (waves)

Verlynn ,: Iloveyoutoo, babe!

Panana'♥: :)

angheidi: Thankyou!!!!

imm siewhui: i love my shuai boyf manz!

YIHUI: LOL! You tc too! muahmuah!

Fengzhu: hihi :D

[♥] ' YASHI /: Hahs. Nevermind de lah :) Awh, wo ye ai ni!

muhaimin: Woah, muhaimin is rubbing salt on my wound. you suck!!! :D

Eileen(:: LOL! Muakmuakkkkk.

Verlynn ,: My cheeks are sibei cute & i know you damn jealous okay. So shutup! ilyt!

♥[syahirah]: Hahahs! You too, for yuor math! :>

JWJY!: Hahah :]

ayu: Thankyou big boob woman. Erhem ... pontianak.

Jiahui: Too bad he's mine! No stealing! :>

bao fei: Hello!

ShanLe (:: I know that you know that i know that you know I love you!

Verlynn ,: Arbo! ofcourse must be honoured lah you, dumbass!

Darren: Hoho, fourth seh! See you @ the hike, if you're coming.

iza: I'll never be takot of you. I'll bite off your boobs!!!! You're the one who's suppose t be takot!

RAFIDAH!: Jangan nak terase ah taik. David archuleta is mine all along :)

JWJY!: Yes, david archuleta!

Verlynn ,: Tsk, he has been mine since the day he sang "a little too not over you" to me! Duh.

Howee: Hahs. It's okay. May i know who you are? :]

[♥] ' YASHI / Underwear: don't friend you lahhhh! BIGBOOB! :D

Dorene: Yepyep, i know you! Haha.

Bao Fei: Erh, thanks.

JWJY!: It does? O.O LOL.

Verlynn ,: Meowmeow. Woofwoof. Squeeksqueek. I'm so cute!

Panana'♥: See you too! :D

' SIEWHUI: Boyf! Iloveyou. I wanna do the hoedown throwdown with you!

yunjie: Tsk, i know i'm like the best! Imma going t pull your hair okay! Watch out!

Bao Fei :]: Uh... huh. -.-

Sabrina: HEY SABRINA!!! :>

I'm finally done! Had cross country today. Congrats to darren for getting fourth, conor for getting a medal, xuankai & co. for participating & hawk house for being in second position! Yayness! :D

This is my 670th post. Congratulations to me! YAYAYAY! :D Anw, i found out that my tagboard is screwed. So i shifted it to where it was suppose to be, since some tagger named "Howee" said it was MENYEMAK -_-! Paiseh luh, didn't noticed. I've seriously got loadddds of peeks to upload, & share it with ya'll but then i'll do it tml! Promise. & i'm going to reply my tagboard one shot tomorrow. Because i'll be going for camp from friday to saturday. Miss me plox! :> 

& so, went to botanic gardens today!!! Was boring, but okay lah. Get to get out of the classroom for awhile, so yeah! Had recess when we reached school aft the trip, then went to play chess @ the library! LOL! It was boring, yes! Had petrocket competition. If i'm not wrong E3 won(i think), cos i didn't really checked with the Normal classes. Hence, i'm not so sure. Praying hard that E3 wins! :/

Had band, stand around. Went for sectional training, in the end went up to the classroom for practice with Jasmine! I couldn't play my High B & C -_-! Tsk. It's always like thatttt. So jasmine wanted me to practice on my High B & switching of notes from A to B. I must jiayou! 

& i scared need to wear mask whatsoever. Cos i'm not the kanchiong type of people. Because S'pore already has its first case of H1N1. Luckily it's not as deadly as sars(like what Mr.Chua puts it). So i hope there's a cure. Is there a cure? ): 

Tsk mannn. Singapore got H1N1 le. So sad, so bad. So sad. So bad. I don't wanna go around wearing mask. & need to do Elearning @ home. Whatthehell! ): That would be just so boring, staying at home doing nth. Seriously, i'd rather go to school! Ohmygoddddd!!!! 

Anw, tml got cross country. Tsk! Boooorrrriiing! okay lah, anticipating for thy selection camp. Cos can bond! LOL! Especially with my waimun & yunjie & other E3ians :> There's a hike. Saw it at one of the councilor's blog, so yeah! Hike, hike, hike! :> 

That's all for now. I sumpah, the mosquitoes love my body! Kept kissing me during the botanic garden trip. Tsk!  

Changed skin! :>

Just finished changing skin. This time, i sumpah, mie going to link people. Going to be a superduer guaikia & win the superduper guaikia award! :D Anyway. Happy Birthday KuokJonn! :D

& so. I reached school late today :/ Gave ezlink card, needa go blueroom aft school. Tsk -_-! Went for our petrocket thingy. It was okay, i guess. Getting splashed by water was freaking fun! :> Seriously. & wearing that big goggles! I look so cool! The teacher keep bullying me. Tskkk! Then i bully him back lorh. He call Sy siao, i call him siao. And in fact, i shouted at him. LOL! But he know i was just joking! Hohoho! In class, i accidentally said in front of the teacher this : "Eh xuankai, my lanjiao can fly higher than yours!!" Then t-cher was like, what did you say. I at there like paisehpaiseh lah! Arbo! After petrocket, had recess!

Slacked at E2's classroom! Farhan kept kicking me! Nevermind, i'll get my revenge. >:) After recess had math & then had CMT. During CMT, i asked everyone to help me think of a reason, then ayu was like, " Just tell the truth lah". Okay fine!!! Some random teacher came & taught us boring things that we've already learnt. After CMT, walked pass the haunted toilet. It did looked creepier than any other usual toilets without the lights on! ): Tskk! Then slacked awhile in class, had lunch @ canteen. Saw the petrocket cher. He told Mr.ken what i did! Then Mr.Ken asked me, "Batrisyia. Your that one longer ah?" Then i was like, " Nonono, is i say my that one can fly higher niah!" :> Clipped up fringe. Went to blueroom, explained. Take ezlink.

Slacked in class with Shanle. Telling each other how we feel about diff people. I officially love blue ice! It makes my mouth feel clean & as if i've brushed moi teeth again! :D Hohoho! Thanks KJ for blanja-ing me. Can't wait for tml. Needa collect money for some suprises! :>

David
Archuleta
is
so
hot
manz
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Hello!!!! :D
I've got loads of camps coming up. Okay, maybe just two. But only for a few days. & i'm going to miss loads of people. Can't wait for band camp which is next week. Having student counsillor selection camp this weekend. I hope i'm at least in the same group with the people i'm comfortable in, plox ): (cross fingers) ohhwell, i'm just there t have fun! :> Camps are fun mahhh. YIPEEYAYA YIPEEYAYA!

Having pet rocket tml & i've forgotten to buy moiself a 1.5 litre bottle, awh manz ): I'm so dead -_- Ass me man! Tskkkkkk! Should have bought it on the way home. Aiyoyo!!!! Nevermind lorh. Getting scolded -.- Ohmygod! It's so freaking hot today!!! Aft i bath also still felt so stuffy. Tsk!!! ): Anw!!!! Today as the second last lesson of CCM, then went to music room & felt uber hotttt! Seriously. The aircon wasn't on! How to study in this condition? & we didn't even wanna study. LOL! :/ So yeah, we spent thirty minutes of complaining without aircon. Sad right? It's freaking hot! & i saw sayu's phone, the teacher confiscated it -_-!

yadeda, skipskip, okay?
Went home, ate dinner & otp with beloved weebean! YAY! She was asking me for decision cos she was afterall she was rather confuse. Tsk, smile smile keh! Hope i have gave you enough meaningful advices! & so i made an effort to find our old photo, saw one of our redcross ones but it's freaking unglam so ... i shall throw it aside! :> Then i found this one. Abit unglam lah, but i dont care. LOL. I love you sister! & i'll be there for you when you need me, like how you were there for me when i needed you. Muakmuak t your ass manz! :D

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It's been fifteen days.

MUAKMUAK TO YOUR ASSHOLE!

Hello!!!! Just watched american idol, again! :D

Chatted w moi beloved verlynn while doing so, we were commenting on each performance. Then she never sms me le ): Sad! Haha, but nevermind. She miss me, can alr! :>

I'm seriously bored. Am messaging muhaimin right now. Time to bond with moi adek. Long time never chat with him sial! tskkkk. & also gossiping with Sayu regarding some random whore. Seriously, she so possesive siah! TSK LAH! Keep asking me stupid questions. Asshole! :D & i'm listening t shanle's blogsong. & i know my blogsong is vehveh crappy! ):

I wanna change blogskin, but eugene say my blogskin nice, so no change lorh. I so guai! :) eugene don't know how to self-fuck! HAHAHA! His dick not flexible enough mah! :D Tsk tsk tsk.

Anywayyyyys, something random : MUAKMUAK TO YOUR ASSHOLE! :B (to verlynn!)

David Archuletaaaaaaaa :D

I fell in love with David Archuleta today! <: So cool right? Told ver that he's mine, & she started being possesive and went, "no! He's mine!". Tsk tsk tsk! Your head lah asshole! David archuleta is mine :> He sang, "a little too not over you" for me ley! Cheh!



Just came back from eating dinner. Went to Shengsiong, bought alot of things. When i say alot, i really mean alot! The foods that we bought were for our June holis! Filled our fridge, like completely! Ate dinner @ ten plus -_-! Was feeling uber hungry lo! Sad ): After dinner, lorry-ed home & reached @ 11 plus. Went to bath & straight away on comp! LOL! Then verlynn online. :D



Crapping with her right now! Was watching Zhenghua's shufflers' video. Cool! Showed wanyuan too! Her mouth open bigbig! :> LOL! Seriously lahhhh, me & ver wanna learn shuffling -_-!!! Watched the tutorial, know how to do abit of running man. Need more practice! :D It always seemed so easy lo, but in fact it's harder than we thought.



Hohoho, i'm vehveh lazy t reply tags -_-! ): Tml, maybe? Sorry for delaying, the stupid comp's like lagging lah!!!!!!!!!!!!! ZZZ. (inserts vulgarities!) Oh whatthehell! Byebye!



I was thinking of you, for the whole day.

ME & VER WANNA LEARN HOW T SHUFFLE!

Just came back from the wetmarket with mum. Was forced t go there -_- I was sleeping ): I woke up @ 11. Bath, at breakfast & went to market with mum @ yewtee. Saw pasar malam, mum plans t go there later after having dinner outside, so i decided to ask mum to get me a Pyjamas! LOL! It's been so long since i got one. Sadded. I wanna find a black PJ with striking hotpink! I doubt there's one. Pasar malam like so budget? But oh well! Hellokitty ones shall do! (Just like ver's)

I'm bored. I'm bored. I'm bored. Can't seem to find a suitable hotpink & black skin ): Zzz. Where did all the good skins go to? ):

I go watch the Shuffle tutorial video again! It's so cool.

Just came back from Band practice, which was okay. Played jingle bells! I've been practicing tt song @ home! So it's okay for me. Kinda, used t it le. Eileen really practiced like madass! Finally she could finish that whole song! :) Congrats beloved! Jiayou. I'm sure you can do it! See, you just needa practice & you'll get the hang of it. You're not slow lahhhh, just that we're still beginners, it should be normal :D

Went to NEWater. It was okay. Quite a short trip only. Like about an hour of programmes for us, learned quite abit. Took veh little photos, sadly ): Oh well! Yashi was veh random in the bus. I was listening to music mah, then she was sitting behind me. Skali her head pop up at the side of my chair & say: I love banggala. I was like, wtffff! So random siol! :D I love moi undies. Then had math, tio caught for using phone in class, by Miss.Ang(the long hair one!). Then learned some new stuffs. After that, slacked for 45 minutes in class. Played zawati's PSP! Diner dash. Again. LOL! I'm closer t zawati now, which is a good thing. Oh & ayu & sabrina & Hidayah & some other boys too. So yeah, i'm not a loner in MT class anymore! YAYAYAY! :D (i wasn't a loner before too, just felt extra)

Had band, practiced with our own sectionals. Quite, fun i guess. Then panana went away & we played Jingle bells tgt, combine! Then tio tested by one senior & panana. :D Slacked with seniors @ 2E1 classroom. God, we were gossiping! Damn shiok canzx!!!!!! :D I loik. We were gossiping about people, we all shared the same taste, so nice! :D Hohoho. Was sarcastic when i saw the person once i opened the music room door! -_-" Panana got rude meh? :\ Don't think so.

Eileen bought bubble tea, moi horoscope! Pisces! :D Slacked around her block awhile, walked home aft that. Was otp with Verlynn. She was ... Crying ): I felt so sad when i heard her cry. I felt how stress she was. It's as if alot of peeps are accusing her about this breakup thingy. Tsk & the way they tag at her blog. Is just... Augh! Luckily, i managed t spam her blog politely & explain t those peeps. Zzz. (So he's hurt, then she isn't? -.- What's your problem!)

Reached home, ate tomyam noodles! :D YAY! LOL. Okay lah, gonna update moi plurk. Byebye! Pray that karma will upup instead of downdown like what happened ytd, i was like wtf lah! Help yashi spam response niah!!!! ): Oh, & i got a C5 for history. Woots. So didn't fail it :D Which, is a good thing. So it means that i only failed like one subject which is freaking geog-- which sucks like there's no tml. So i don't quite bother about it lah! Geog sucks, makes me sleep.

I shall reply moi tags tml! byebye! :D
you are an irritating little twit! (tanyin's favourite phrase. Just the thing i wanna use for her.)

Saw this blog. Almost shared the same URL as me. But mine's like way nicer lah, duh. Like what's the blogger's problem? & that womaniser's problem too? tskm hongster. This is lame! :D The dude's face like so ugly -.-
http://womaniser.blogspot.com/

Heyyou! :>
Just came back from class outing! Feeling uber tired right now. But i'll still post! :) So, how's school? As per normal. Went to music room for ccm, slacked all the way through. Played psp -- Diner dash. Zawati pro siol! Like duh, i mean. The psp's like hers. So yeah. Slackeeeed, yadeda. Then aft recess, we played truth or dare. At first it was quite boring but then soon, it became funny & cute. Irfan did tektonik sial!!!!! Everyone was freaking laughing our asses off. Izzudin showed off his skills, as usual. Wearing a "bubble skirt" & "tights". He folded his pants like that lah!

After CCM, went t comp lab for History. Played some game, that is suppose t be counted for our exam! Need make what civilisation thingy -_- Sadly, me & eileen didn't managed to finish the game cos both of us had to hurry off somewhere. So we didn't had much land ... & so our marks were veh less. Counted for CA ley! ): Oh well.

Met moi beloved Verlynn outside sch! Haha, she waited for me ley! Freaking honoured sialllll :> Aligato! So we lrt-ed t lotone. Bought caramel frappe, that's my lunch. Well, it does make me full. So yeah. Then slacked at macs awhile, saw a few others. They were all there. Just ... a bunch of us -.-"(wlao, why the rest all never go one! Not fun ley like this. Zzz.) Okay lah, atleast saw a new face, clara. Haha :x

Waited for nobody. Perspire until my fringe wet!!!!! ): So, the small bunch of us went to CCK park. Started playing captain's ball. At first i thought it was lame, then when started playing, was fun like siao! Serioussssss :D Then, slacked awhile. Teckwhye sec ppl guailan farith. -_- Nth better t do. Went back to lot, walkwalk around. Gossips. Kinda pity someone, everytime see her like veh left out like that -_-". Went home @ 6.

Ver pei me take bus 302, she stopped at the first stop though. Haiyo ): Miss her manzx!!!! Then went home, yadeda. Zzz. Tml got band ): Gonna be freaking tired. & gonna feel quite scared. Imma gonna be the only girl there -_- Cos eileen & pris got hmt. Awh mannnnnnnnn! I hate being alone siaaaaaaaaah. Somemore the conductor like veh scary. Oh man, oh man. Scared kana scolding infront of whole band. Need to get used to it i guess. I'm afraid i might cry. Feeling uber scared right now! ): Hopefully tml will be a better day. & we'll get to train with out seniors. Most probably not. Cos they have performance mah! & we also got performance.... Dancing -_-. Shucks! But nevermind. /i'm in fear*

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Pray not gonna get scoldings. Pray not gonna get scoldings. Pray not gonna get scoldings. Pray not gonna get scoldings. Pray not gonna get scoldings. Pray not gonna get scoldings. Pray not gonna get scoldings. Pray not gonna get scoldings. Pray not gonna get scoldings. Pray not gonna get scoldings. Pray not gonna get scoldings. Pray not gonna get scoldings. Pray not gonna get scoldings. Pray not gonna get scoldings. Pray not gonna get scoldings. Pray not gonna get scoldings. Pray not gonna get scoldings. Pray not gonna get scoldings. Pray not gonna get scoldings. Pray not gonna get scoldings. Pray not gonna get scoldings. Pray not gonna get scoldings. Pray not gonna get scoldings. Pray not gonna get scoldings. Pray not gonna get scoldings. Pray not gonna get scoldings. Pray not gonna get scoldings. Pray not gonna get scoldings. Pray not gonna get scoldings. Pray not gonna get scoldings. Pray not gonna get scoldings.

): I feel so scared for band practice all of a sudden. I'll just hope for the best tmr then. Awh, can someone plox chat with moi! I'm freaking boreeeeedddddddd D: Okay lah, gonna plurk & petsociety later :D YAY!

Iloveverlynn!

Hey ya'll! :>
I'm really really tired right now, but i still insist on posting because i just couldn't resist moi temptations! Just came back from band which was quite boring. Slacked @ the end of band for awhile, waited outside the music room because seniors were practicing! Heard those songs & started singing to it! :> Me & eileen did the YMCA thingy, then royston kpo go & copy! LOL! Royston keep using his blue colour duster(hairy dick by us) thingy to clean the bell(V...) of Daryl's clarinet. Made us all laugh like some madass!

Saw Shanle & sayu. They were waiting for KJ! :> Anw, i've got nothing to say about band practice except that it was quite tiring & boring. ): Sadded. Kinda bonded with moi MT classamte over like 4 periods of slacking throughout CCM :> Okay lah, bonded. Like seriously. More closer to the boys than the girls though. The girls usually left me & Sab out so, we both disturb the boys. Okay, it was only me -_- I was talking horny with them while sab was listening to Naruto songs! LOL. My phone kept hanging like there's no tml! I on, hang. Off, on, hang. Off, on, hang. Off, on, hang. Off ... & this process continued for more than ten times. Seriously! Luckily helmi used his powerful hands & helped me. Hennnng! Was suppose to send song to irfan who's veh kiasu!!! Then when i say, "irfan! Faster faster, okay liao." when he come & gave me his phone, & i asked him if he on bluetooth yadeda, then the phone hanged, then he said ba-- & i helped him continue with a bi. LOL! Okay lah, i know veh lame. :D

Izzudin did cool shuffle moves, like hardstyle. The sound of his shoes... -_- Irritating. Haniff tried to imitate but it didn't work. Sadly :D Was laughing when irfan did somekind of fucking action, he was dancing to the beat of the song. Seemed like he was fucking the table to me! :>

Got one table right ... Got naked woman, until the boobs niah! LOL! The nipple got hair -.- The Ilyas started erasing the boobs & only left the nipples so helmi was like, "goodbye boobs, hello nipples! HAHAHAHA...." & laughed at his own joke. Ha. Ha. Ha. /Sarcasm* & then haniff did a hilarious thing, he draw a mouth underneath the boobs, like a head, with a body, then a mouth underneath the boobs, like a head, with a body. It's continuous! LOL! Freaking hilarious siol! Hahaha! :D

Went to the comp lab after that to do some surveys, after which Mr.Ong gave us free period to serve the net! I wanna play some pervertic game! Was gonna play when we're forced to off the comp ): Agame.com! I'm gonna play later, there's this dude who's like suppose to peep at the girls bathing or smth -_- LOL! Then after that went to kitchen to bake muffins! :> I love it manz. Mum promised to baked muffins during hols with me, since i brought up the idea of doing so, so yay! Anw, muffins are easy! :> Okay luh, byebye!

I promise, I'll try to get over you. I know i will, don't you worry :> But it's not gonna be so fast, i don't know why, i'm still holding on. I'm sorry that i still love you, but i will forget you, i know i will. But not so soon.

Am currently posting in school. :>
Slacked the whole day after moi chinese oral. Quite easy. Scored 94/100. Cheh! LOL. Alot of people kanchiong to go into Ebuddy. Tsk tsk tsk, no wonder lagging like some mad dog -_- YAY! After this got band, not really after this luh, after school, i meant. After this, going to kitchen to do baking! Needa do muffins. Skali, machiam last time sial, teacher put the ingredients wrongly then our muffin flat again -__-" I thought making love letters :\ Mr. Chua say one lor! Oh well. I'm really bored right now.

I wanna go facebook! Pet society! :> Heehee! Aiya, skali lag -_-
Smth happened ytd, to verlynn. Sist, i'm sure you've made the right decision. Don't worry, if he has already respected your decision! I'll be there for you when you need me, tgt with a few others.

& i miss you like there's no tmr, seriously.
Kept emoing just now, thinking of you. Haiyo ):
I'm a little too not over you.
I wish i could have you back by my side.
I wish you could sms me those sweet things like you used to.
I wish it was on the 24 of March again, when you confessed.
I wish you were here with me right now.
I wish you would love me like you used to.
I wish it was on the 6th of April.
I wish, i could just forget you.
However, dearest. I know that you're happy now. Seeing you happy, will put my heart at ease. I love you, & will continue loving you, since the day you loved me, since the day you left me. Since 060409.

MYE SUCKED.

Yes lah! MYE sucks ): Scored Bs, Cs, Ds(fail)! Not even an A lo ): So pathetic manz! So ke lian luh me! Failed history & geog by three marks! Both also same ley! Mt, can get A by three marks! Woo, number three! LOL :>


So yeah, overall, school was suckish! Because I scored so low marks for MYE. Zzz. Should work harder for the next exam --- for a laptop, things wouldn't be confiscated by my parents -_-! I want a laptop. A pink laptop. Yadeda. I've set my eyes on it! Don't steal hor! :> During recess, as usual, went to yashi's area to slack, since there was alot of people so yeah! Chatted, yadeda. Shanle find the guy who slapped me, the guy ran away. Kanina, scared uh? :) Twist. Then i received an sms from siewhui saying : fuck me no baby. Random siah! Then we're like two tables apart but we still sms-ed! LOL! I reply her : Cheese pie(cb) ! Then she say what strawberry pie blablabla. Then in the middle of lesson, she say : Eh bitch, got tissue. I was like ... whatthe! Then she told me the SUPERLONG linkage of the word bitch, bitch = beautiful. LOL! Siewhui suddenly veh random today! :>


Went home with Eileen! Saw her friend, Yu jun! LOL. Her friend veh cute ley! :> But psps mah. & eileen forced me t take peek with moi unglam hair due to the wind! Toot. Didn't! YAY! :P Then went home uh!


Bored right now. Imma going t plurk & respond to people's plurks! You guys must respond me back okay! I swear i'm going to spam your plurk, if you help me upup my karma. Hehehe :> Aligato! Chatting w moi underwear! Bigboob. Oi, this smiley veh kawaii canzx! >>> :>


Can't wait for band tml! YAY! Oh, & there's baking too. Heard from Mr.Chua that we're making love letters? I loik! Not sure though :\ Smelled like cookies when we were somewhere near the kitchens. LOL!


Byebye!


& what if i tell you that i still love you?

2Bs, 2Ds! -_-

Hey people!
Went to school today -_- Dread going back! Met SY on the way, with her...(that toot!) Then chatted like some mad zhabor! Received our literature paper. I scored a 34. Was okay, i guess. Since the highest is like 39. Then went up to the hall for History. Congratulations to Mini for scoring the highest in the whole level! Not only that, made 1E3 proud! Yayness! :> 1E3 has the highest percentage of scores, i think. I saw! LOL! Then Mr.Ken faster tilt the laptop. Haha! We were like cheering & woo-ing & clapping for our class & other class, then E4 students asked us to SHHHH -_- Guailan. Oh & i flunked history! Knew it. Failed, by a few marks -___-! Despite studying till late at night, i still failed. Oh, batrisyia is soooo pathetic. Geog next. Sucks ladey. Told ya! I flunked it! Suprisingly by a few marks too! :D Hehehehehe! Alot of calculation errors & marking mistakes. Me & waimun were like complaining & gossiping about other classes! What to do! We are afterall eviltwinnies :> & we rock!

Went up to rifle range room for MT. Scored a B, 46. Just three more marks to an A ): But still, i managed to score better than my previous test. Gotten moiself a C last time, now a B! Not bad not bad! /pats on moi shoulder* Went down to hall & waited for Eileen for freaking long -_- Because of that teacher again. I don't like her. Lrt-ed home, bought stuffs! Slacked underblock. She said smth about me losing moi virginity. I almost choked! -_-! Eileen's jokes ain't hilarious, yet ain't stupid. Their ... average! & Average jokes makes me laugh like a mad dog!

Okay, going to update moi plurk, hack into wanyuan's acc & update stupid things. & visit friend's houses in pet society to collect money! :> YAYNESS! BELLY DE HAPPEY! Anw, i was suddenly hyper today. Seriously, i started camwhoring w Eileen like a madass. & keeps begging her for more! Her face like veh sian, do i look like i care? I just wanna self entertaint moiself you idiot! :D Too bad, eileen tio forced to take peeks w me. Though there's one peek that makes me insane because it's super nice! & another ... that makes us feel like slapping ourselves -.-! Our own attempt of acting cute actually worked. Our act cute damn act cute. *^!@!@*&@#!^&^&@^#! LOL! Toottoottoot! Okay lah, wanna update ver's blog. Heard it's full of rubbish!!! Rubbish belongs in a rubish bin, lalalalalalala(continue the song if you want!).

Weird. I couldn't write properly because i didn't write for how many days le! Now like, not used to it! LOL. Ohfish ): I wanna get back moi cute handwriting! People starting to jealous alr. :>

Pet society-ed.

Just pet society-ed :) As you can see, moi room is vehveh plain because i just started! I feel like joining twitter.com though :> It's getting more popular. Anw, am currently chatting with Jiahui! She's hyper, suprisingly! HOHOHO. Saw the design of our t-shirt. Can't wait to get it! & there's still our band tee! OMG. Iloveband :D


Anw, i know my pet is like cute. Although the room is ... empty! But who cares? :D can't wait for band camp. Anticipate, anticipate!

What is love?

Weeteck says that he wanted to know the definition of love. Went to szexian's blog, she said that love is a beautiful lie. Bryan told me that love is yet just another way to get hurt. I don't know my definition of love. & i'm going to find out soon. I'm gonna use chim words & create & find my own definition of the word, love. <: I'm going to be hardworking. Yes. I am going to find my own definiton of love. I will! :> Weeteck, i'm doing this for you & myself. Be honoured!

Love, what is the true definition of this four letter word?
Love.

KARMA! UPUP PLOX!

Just now me & begonia spammed each other's responses :B She say by doing so, our karma will go up. O.O! Okay ... <: Help me spam moi response ley :) Then imma spam yours too! YAYNESS! I love begonia, Verlynn & Raf. I love Eileen, Yashi, Shanle & Bryan!

Fyi, this is a random post -_-
Missing wanyuan! I wanna call her!!!

Odd or Even week?

So is it the odd or even week tml? -__-
So confusing. Zzz. I ask different ppl, they say different things. Haiyoooo ):

Anw, just chatted with Wuyou! I'm sure some of the concordians know who she is right? That girl who migrated to canada that one!!! Rmb not? Heng she still rmb me. I ask her if she remembered weeteck then ...

alexis ^^ ☆♥☆★ says:
not really...... what's a weeteck? lol!

Bwg ~ Chat with her veh fun lah! She say she forgotten Singapore's National Anthem & our pledge, like veh ... pathetic hor? -_- She rmb the first few parts niah! Okay lah, better than not remembering at all. She missed our food anw! :> Glad that she does.


[b][c=1]B, [/c][/b] [c=4] BATR!SY!A :B [/c] says:
eh, you still rmb concord or not!
　alexis ^^ ☆♥☆★ says:
yes!!
concord the best school!
here school sucks!
doesn't even have cafeteria@!
no school cafeteria for elementary, one for junior high, but still!

... Her words so chim -_- Like i know cafetaria like that! I only know canteen. LOL! What's a cafeteria? O.O I forgot! Wow, missed her like there's no tml manzx. She said that Mr.Kumaran was her favourite teacher. Ohkay ... Then she told me the canada's song. O canada, blablabla -.- Singapore one still the best! HAHA. Talked about their lockers. You know how each american school confirm got some Miss.Popular that kind of girl! She said she's like a flirt then when wuyou told her that, you know what she say? Guailan siol. She said, "i rather be a flirt than not be one". Cheap! Tsk tsk tsk.

Okay luh, enough about wuyuo ^^. I'm finally done w moi exams. Like there's no more religious class exams anymore! YAY! Can officially slack! :D Seriously, tml's odd or even week? Confused.

If only we could turn back the clock,
If only it could happen,
If only i didn't know you,
If only...

A little too not over you ...

I'm back from grannie's place! Yep. It was, normal.
Currently chatting w Verlynn & weeteck(1 conv) & bee! Fun manz. Remeniscing w WT just now. Like about how owen got stabbed, how i made owen get scolded by cher, yadeda! Don't know what school that owen is in now. Tsk! I wanna meet V & WT @ BP lrt station this thurs ): Hopefully can. Can't wait for classouting! YAY :> 6C rocks!

My plurk got alot more smileys! So kawaii! :D I'm happy! I miss 6C like ZOMG! Seriously lah! They so fun to be with, the only class with the largest number of bloggers, the only class with the largest number of prefects(17!), the noisiest class that Mrs.Raymond always have to scold & hate :> We're freaking unique. LOL!

Oh yes ah! Can meet ver :) Hiphiphoorayzx! :) Weeteck too, i guess. LOL. Anticipate(!!!) Oh wdf. Can people stop sending me porn websites! One by one. -__-" okok, byebye!

Can't wait to watch Blood, The last vampire with ver this June Holis! I won't pangseh you de! Sumpa, unless got really major reasons! :> Most probably not! :) Lucky got me as your sister! i the best ley! Haha, loveyou!

HELLO!
I'm currently chatting w Kor, Eugene & Underwear! :D Yay! Forced kor to read that whole chunk in my blog :) Forced him to do so. YAY! Me & yashi talking about Miss.Ang! Good things -_- She say Miss.Ang veh funny. So .. okay... O.O (flashes a smile)

Ohohoh! Opened the mail that ver send me. I'm so ... touched. I almost felt like crying. SERIOUS LAH! :D Damn nice canzx!!! I LOIK. Thanks dearest :>

I'm not good with words, & I have no idea how to console you. I just feel so useless for not being there for you when you needed someone the most. But fortunately, I'm gifted in a way that is,I find myself more expressible through typing. You're in luck.Lol, kidding.

You read that longlong paragragh a few minutes ago, & that's like almost everything i wanna say to you. I know it's hard to forget him, Because the process always hurts, darling. I know, & I understand. I really do.No matter how much you love him, You have to let go. It's the end already. You might have lost him, but you still have me, & many others.& I'm sure you'll find someone better. You're always there when i needed you, & I hope i can do the same for you too. You'll move on, & you'll find someone better in future.You must be happy again. The way you used to be.

6 years 4 5 months 16 days, & forever we shall last.
Lastly, I love you a lot.
Verlynn ,

Damn touching canzx!!! Felt like crying lo. I mean, because i'm touched & all that! :> Eh, this smile veh cute ley! :> :> :> :> Random! Thankyou people who have always been there to support me! Yes ah, i love you guys alot. Yashi, Bryan, Verlynn, Eileen, Shanle! LOL. Bryan is the only guy, aiya. I treat him like girl, can liao :> HAHAHEEHEEHAHAHO!

I'm going to gran's house later! :> Someone pei me sms! I choose, ver & Eileen. Maybe, only ver? O.O Gonna spent atleast twenty messages on her, then cannot sms liao ): Eileen, you tml okay! :>

Bryan spammed 1Hole until I laughed like mad! :) He's damn angry -_- Oh ya, ytd also i angry then go there vent anger. Asshair extra lah. From botton to top. Kor, lax uh. LOL! Your sarcasism is freaking hilarious! :D

16 May 09, 11:50bryan: OBEY ME N SUCK MY **** CLEAN NOW U LITTLE BASTARD
16 May 09, 11:50bryan: N BTW ashraf IM UR FCKING FATHER
16 May 09, 11:49bryan: SHES GONNA BE SO HAPPY LORS
16 May 09, 11:49bryan: I WANU TI GO HOME FCK UR MOM
16 May 09, 11:49bryan: SO NOT GONNA FCK U
16 May 09, 11:49bryan: FKING U WOULD MAKE MY DICK DIRTY
16 May 09, 11:49bryan: NO WAIT
16 May 09, 11:49bryan: SO FCK U

Veh O.O right?
Verlynn ,: Ofcourse you love me lah, obviously! :> & i love you too!
bryan : I will lah! Bryan went to JB to gay with Ryan :)
angheidi: No problem sist! :>

Okay luh, i wanna go now! BYEBYE!

Thankyou so much sister!
The small things that you did will always make me smile. I promise you & the rest that i'll get back my smile vehveh soon. Just give me time. I will soon smile like how i used too. No more fake smiles, no more acting nonsense, i will smile & be happy like i used to. I sumpa! :> Those things that you sent me are freaking meaningful & i appreciate the small effort that you put in just to make me smile, even though you're upset & emoing in your own way with your own probs - family, friendship & r/s. Never will you be on your own, because no matter what, i'm here for you! Sister, i love you alot too! & it's five months my dear. 6 years, 5 months & 16 days, HAHA :B I'm freaking in love with you! LOVEYOU! & lastly, thankyou soso much! ♥

(click t enlarge!!! Must enlarge lah!)



So, yeah! See that! So sweet of her. Her "but" in that sentence might be too harsh to vaymond, but guess what. Do you really think i care, don't care, heck care, Do you really think i care, i don't give a damn, yadedadeda ~ Seriously sweet of her to feature me! Eh, i know you all jealous lah. No need tell me, i can tell! :D Heehee, Ilysm sister.

"Every day might be a suntastic day,arise. You wake up from bed,crying from a bad dream,rubbing your eyes,drying your pillow,getting up to face the new day ahead of you. You looked at your bedtime bunny headed flops,and you knew that you kept on stepping on it yesterday before you canvassed off to bed,awaiting the sun to rise. Every night is just like other nights,you grab your pillow and squinted,maybe even winced,and shove your face into it,trying to suffocate yourself,to die,to die,to just die,so that every little bit of sorrow would come to an end. Thinking of ending your life,to stop everything in your tracks,to think that life meant nothing to you anymore. Nothing special,you assumed. Love life's crashed,life's adjourned,head's spinning wild. You left the guy,the jerk,the umbilical,of who you thought that he is. Till now,you still can't get that very special someone off your mind,to have the envision and illusions of him appearing right in front of your face,mouthing that he loves you to you. You then blinked,he's gone. Disappeared into thin air,no remains of him. You meandered around in your room,moping. You used to think that you were flawless,that nothing of what you've done was wrong,or so you thought. Then slowly,you started to realise that it's all of your fault. Well,mostly. You couldn't control yourself,telling your closest friends of how you feel and all that,blabbing everything out as if your fairytale's broken. No,there isn't any fairytale going-ons around here,not anymore. You must regain consciousness,to learn to wake up,to obtain sheer happiness. You plastered a smile on your face to cover up your sorrows,but only your best friends could see the inner side of you. Just that,they didn't want to approach your heart,to ask of how are you. Why not approach? It's because you didn't seem to pour out your feelings,so we assumed that you're getting a hang of it. Now you come telling me that whenever he sees you,he'll back away. Avoiding,you thought. You still have this chance,don't ever think that your chances are burned up,rebashed into cinders. No,everyone deserves a chance no matter how bad of the things that they've done before. Even I. We will give you full support of whatever you do,do not let yourself be rural. You are strong."

Ver send me this. I copy paste everything here to have a muchmuch closer look. It's really meaningful. I shall read it, & keep it, & use it to guide me wherever i go, forever. :)


Thankyou KOR & VERLYNN! You guys have been the greatest idiotic & retarded friends i've ever known! Glad that i'll have the both of you by my side. Love you guys alotttttt :D YAY! Be happy. Kor is bryan, Verlynn is Wanyuan. Aiya, they so common in my blog. So obvious -_- Oh & i lazy do darren's quiz. LOL. Aiya, if i free i do lah okay, you finger twister. LOL!


With lots of love,
Batrisyia :D


I can't make you love me when you don't ):
Can you believe that i'm still listening to Slow goodbye? Look at the time difference of the two post! It's been more than ten times alr :x I needa get out of the emo zone ):

Am listening to Slow goodbye - Lesley Roy.

Yes! :/ It's beloved Verlynn's blog song. Kept on listening, & listening. & emoing & emoing -_- Idk why also lah! Cannot blame me mah! ): Moodswings i guess? I feel like having a guitar, & i'm gonna be muchmuch serious with it this time, I'm not gonna treat it like moi keyboard. But ofcourse, it's gonna difficult cos moi parents are obviously not gonna get it for me. They won't believe that i will put in effort. Oh well. Heartpain. I wanna learn how to sing this song then i might wanna ... (Only kor knows it ): )

Alright, gonna put the song in moi phone soon :D But before that, i shall reply my beloved tags before it becomes a mountain for the bear to climb. Ohohoh! & band camp's on 4-6th June! yes ah!!!!! :) Imma anticipating.

angheidi: Same here :D
Verlynn ,: Hahnor! I love you ladeyyyyyyyyy!
SHIYING: Cannot smile still must smile mah, horhorhor? :D Thanks SY!
Eileen(;: Uhuh, LOL? Can't wait t go home w you idiot!
JWJY!: Ya lor, passerby suck! :B Hohoho!!! Imissyoutoo okay!
Sabrina: ty.
imm siewhui!: Thankyou.
[♥] ' YASHI /: haha, thanks for the present! Although i haven't receive it :)
ENtong: OKAY! You say one uh? :)
BEGONIA: Your class! LOL. junyi the best entertainer lah, followed by Nurulf & Nadia.
Eileen(:: Didn't reply played badminton hor? Cos we all lazy.
bao fei: Hi !!! :D
Darren: Ya lor ya lor ya lor. Noisy lah you :P
[♥] ' YASHI /: thankyou my dearest underwear!!!
Priscilia: Hahs. Soon!
[♥] ' YASHI /: Junyi like some humji asshole, you think wanna settle? LOL.
CARMEN!: Lover is the new sex yo!
Verlynn ,: I love you honey!!!!!!!!!!!!
Panana'♥: Whey, i understand chinese :D No need translate lah, LOL! Practicing with you today wasn't boring lah. You veh caring towards us mah, yes ah!!!! :D
Jeslin: Hohoho!!!! Your big name is no bigger than my name! NANNYNANNYPOOPOO :B

Okay lah, byebye.

If i could be your angel, protect you from the pain.
I'll keep you safe from danger. You'll never hurt again, ♥

ILOVEBAND!

Hello there Earthlings! :)

Woke up early in the morning and went for band practice! It was really really fun & i realised that my section seniors rocks! They're freaking coolzx! & moi sectional leader, whom i usually call panana, veh fun ladey!!! & other seniors in my section, like kindkind like that luh. So went there, went to music room, then went down to DnT room to practice. Panana veh stressed, LOL! I see her like wanna laugh. Aiya, but she's a good sectional leader(I'm veh kind! I know!).


There's this senior, i forgot her name, who teach me! God, she's freaking kind! & patient. I looooiiiiiikkkkk! :)))))) She tought me A flat scale, & the what lowlow notes. Nice ladey. Then went back up to Music room & got tested on one song, easy peasy lemon squeeeezy! Seniors played Saturday Night, I like that song -_-! Can cheer, but sec ones all paiseh -.-" Actually wanted to shout loh! ): Then they played another song. The blablabla, reveal this & that then went home :D

Ate lunch @ foodculture, went home & otp w moi dearest weebeanzx! She was freaking angry, sad, disappointed. I know how she feel. Nevermind, still got me! :D Then we started reading our diary & twitting. Imma freaking laughing my ass off when she told me how lame i was!!! "Aligato...sayonara" Before the aligato, i forgot. Actually still got one more. Aiya, you don't laugh wanyuan laugh can alr lah! P4 diary & P5 diary like .... so hilarious lo. LMAO! Okay lah. I show you one of my superduper cute peek. I'm sure you go, "wow. She's like a mini buddha."

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See, told you i'm cute. Somebody starting to be jealous alr. Admit it! :D Okay lah, random horh? Chatting w Jeslin & Dawn. Begonia's friends de. 1H de, LOL! They fun lah, better than that Junyi. Tsk tsk tsk. I got imposter! I so famous! Yes ahhhh :D Okay lah, byebye!

OMG! Who wanna watch free show? This class has serious attitude problem, trying to act big when they can't. Last minute scared then still tried to act big. Come on, put in more effort in acting big, small ants. Junyi got small dick :)

http://1-hiphiphooray.cbox.ws/
Seriously. Go see what's happening, & bring along a popcorn, cos you'll freaking laugh your ass off. Especially Junyi, diedie wanna act big. Nth can change the fact that you're just a small tiny ant from westwood sec of class 1H3' 09 :) I'm a great stalker.

So yeah, basically. They're being super pathetic. Most of them say us, but they themselves do it. For example, Nadia asked eugene to stop saying vulgarities to her & her oh-so-bestfriend, NurulFat. But then hor! She herself say me siah, she said more vulgars to me than eugene to her, so yeah. congrats. A Pot calling the kettle black. Another one, Junyi! Woots, my favourite! I'm like he's number one fan :D He said this, " this place is meant for ppl in 1h and ppl with gd comments only. NOT FOR XTRAS THAT COME HERE KPKB MAN!!!!" Er, okay. He say meant for ppl with good comments only, he himself extra & say vulgars & say our mother father mah.

ZZZZZZ. Stupid class. :) Really hope to see their classblog burn down :D

OI, JUNYI.

Your father then pimp lah you. you act duah then don't dare put your phone number. WTF? You say you wanna put your phone number, skali 999. Scared put ah? STUPID. I tell you liao, bukit panjang waiting for you, you don't want walk here hor? TAKE VEHICLE LAH! & nadia, need you be so sarcastic to passerby? Scared alr, act so kind uh? Then aft your stupidness, said sorry? UHUH. -_-"

Okay, FINE. you never scold nabei. OKAY? OKAY? -__-"

FAILURE.

Okay lor, fine lor. Everything my fault lor. I failed this whole thing. -__- Are you happy now? Don't nabei me. I'm a failure. I'm a failure. I'm a failure. I'm a failure who don't know how to accept reality. Better, muchmuch better right? I'm a failure. I'm a failure. I'm a failure. I'm a failure who don't know how to accept all these. Better hor? I'm a failure you don't wish to know. I'm a failure, okay? I'm a failure. I'm a failure. I'm a failure. I'm a failure. I hate love. & i'm a failure.

Was listening to 98.7 FM ytd night while reading Chicken soup Teenage Soul, 101 more stories of Life, Love and Learning. So yeah. The first chapter was about love. I came to the last story about love & realised that wtv this person who wrote this story, had the same like ... feeling as me. I'll take some of her words from the story. I show you! :)

He could make me deliriously happy or crazy with anger, quicker than anyone i'd ever known, and when he smiled everything else disappeared and could not help but smile back.

How true :D Exactly how i felt.

That smile made me laugh when i was hurting, forgive him when i was angry and believe him even when i knew he was lying. That smile made me fall in love with him - and that was the last thing I ever wanted to do.

So true ):

When he smiled, though, i felt like i was looking right through his soul, and when I made him smile, i felt beautiful insult out. He was the first guy i ever really loved.

Veryvery true ):

Haiyakkk. This story reminds me of everything ): Don't wanna talk about it le. Later i emo then no mood to play badminton with Eileen ): Haiyo. When i first find out about it, i wasn't angry, nor upset, i was merely ... disappointed. Didn't expect you to do such a thing, playing with feelings. All these while, you treated it like a game. So despo for what -___-" Zzz. Oh well.

BRB! Needa send sist to the busstop.

Backzx! O.O Kor like veh angry when i told him about it. Kor, lax lah. Don't bother getting angry for people like him, no point. Waste your time, energy. Lax lax, chill! :)

Okay, boreddddddd. Gonna call weebean later if imma free. Meeting Eileen soon, tgt w Xinzhi. Anticipate to vent my anger on the shuttlecock. :) (twist.)

Anwwww! Nadia, NurulFat & Junyi sucks. This three, dumbarse de lorh. Say people, then never reflect on themselves. N & N. Then the junyi insult our parents, LOL. Nice one manzx, your parents ley? Wait till i insult them -___-

I'm happy!

Hey! Am back from Lotone :) Went there for lunch with Mum & bro & borrowed books from library! Yes ah, chicken soup rocks. Feeling uber bored right now. Can someone please help me dl Sugar by flo rida. I find the song like some crazy dog in the end also cannot find -__- If only kor was here, he'd like dl it for me lah. Kor, faster online ley!!!!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Z-yunmsaBGo
Go listen! I like :) (twisttwist)

& i love my blogsong too. Britney spears is the love! If you seek amy. Actually got meaning de lorh. Say it fast. IFYOUSEEKAMY. You would realise that you're actually saying F-U-C-K ME. Really. & if you listen the song also you'll know the meaning. Pro siah. IFYOUSEEKAMY. -__- I think i should stop -.-" Later joyce complain i vulgar! LOL! But you also horny & vulgar mah. Joyce is a badbad girl! Smacking your ass soon! :D

Ohohoh! I ask you ah, who is chio & has legs? Answer: BATRISYIA! I know you all agree lah! Especially Eileen & Yashi. I know both of you jealous right! HAHAHA. Noobzx!

[c=29][♥] ' YASHI / [/c][c=#AA55FF] Handfone is bck (:! Do message me with euur numbers . tyvm(: Awaiting for SMS-es(:! [/c] says:
ii thought uu saying other thingy o.o
ii knowwwwwwww . LOL .
GOSH IM NUTS ;xx !
ii go watch Meteor Garden for the 6th time -.-
[b][c=1]B, [/c][/b] [c=4] BATR!SY!A :B [/c] says:
whattheeee
[c=29][♥] ' YASHI / [/c][c=#AA55FF] Handfone is bck (:! Do message me with euur numbers . tyvm(: Awaiting for SMS-es(:! [/c] says:
sia0 horhs ? ;x
[b][c=1]B, [/c][/b] [c=4] BATR!SY!A :B [/c] says:
i told you watch moi porn video don't wan!
[c=29][♥] ' YASHI / [/c][c=#AA55FF] Handfone is bck (:! Do message me with euur numbers . tyvm(: Awaiting for SMS-es(:! [/c] says:
dont wan . euurs NO LIFE .
not touching manzxc .
[b][c=1]B, [/c][/b] [c=4] BATR!SY!A :B [/c] says:
WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHH
touching lorh
until my nipple cry

There's still more! Wait ah :) Yashi's boob is rotting. Yes ah!

[b][c=1]B, [/c][/b] [c=4] BATR!SY!A :B [/c] says:
exist lah idiot!
your peek so idiotic one lorh!
(pukeeeeeees)
your smile sibei retarded!
& YOUR BOOB SIBEI DUA!
[c=29][♥] ' YASHI / [/c][c=#AA55FF] Handfone is bck (:! <3haiish .. uu're just jealous(:
ii know ii know .
[b][c=1]B, [/c][/b] [c=4] BATR!SY!A :B [/c] says:
OIOIOI!
mine's like natural lorh
ORIGINAL!
yours hor ...
pump air one
[c=29][♥] ' YASHI / [/c][c=#AA55FF] Handfone is bck (:! <3haiiy0hhhs , euurs natural ? KANASAI LAHHH . Filled with all those shytttt . haiishh . at least my air horhs , not smelly mahhs . -LAUGHS-
[b][c=1]B, [/c][/b] [c=4] BATR!SY!A :B [/c] says:
YOUR AIR HOR
day by day
come out from ur nipple hole
then hor, POLLUTING THE EART LADEY!
WHATTHE
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don't wanna save earth isit?
GO CHOP OFF YOUR NEH LAH!
[c=29][♥] ' YASHI / [/c][c=#AA55FF] Handfone is bck (:! Message me with euur name&number(: ! <3
aiiyahh , myy nehh steadyy de . wont let the air out one lorhhhs .
euurs worst lahs ! Smellyyyy ! Pollutes the air more lorhhs !

Imma freaking laughing moi arse off lor. Yashi succccckzx! :) Tml going to play badminton with Eileen. Funfunfun! Anticipate. :)))

Oh, shit! Yashi is going to be famous again -_- Cos i help her post wtv shitty things she said mah!!! Sadded! ): Credits should go to me lor! Underwear, you owe me a caramel frappe! i don't care! SCRIMP & SAVE YOU DUMBASS! I made you famous, must show me your gratitude mah. DUH! :) Love you!

& congrats to HMT pupils, for finally completing exams, like ... your celebration is one day later than us, so too bad!(Sarcasism only meant for Eileen xiaobian).

Okay lah, lazy reply tags. Wait until it becomes a mountain :D Someone help me dl that song plox! Aligato!!! I'm hyper -_-