i have been really stressful because of exams! AUGH. Seriously... There are lots and lots and lots and lots and LOADS of pressure! -stress- Boohoo. I cried when i am TOO STRESS out. i know my parents mean well for me but too much of it will make me,urm,OVERDOSE..get it? When I'm not doing my homework, my mum will like give me a sign to ask me to do the homework. Then I will be like walk to my room,cry then at the same time study. My mum will like compare me with my bro, well, not really compare though... as in like she said "See,your bro know when to study even if i never tell him.You have a role model." Yeah-di-yeah-di-yeah. Haiz. Now that is a sign... So i'll just be in my room doing what? - studying..DUH! Today also got open-house, all my cousins coming. Lucky for me, my bro said that if i don't want to do revision, i'll just have to revise my english file at night.*Phew!* but seriously, all my results for the revisions are the same... 50+/95! Woah-woah!Don't panick. this is not like i drop or something, it's just i'm doing a "GOOD SCHOOL'S" paper. Teehee. Considered it OKAY but my mum says i'm not so good. Marks always the same. +PRESSURE+ plus i've got my religious class's exam and it's 6 SUBJECTS. let me repeat the important thing: 6 SUBJECTS! Hello... And yet there's still PRESSURE.Geez. I have to memorise all of them and there's also history.So I did not even watch TELEVISION. i've sacrificed one thing already, wait TWO. COMPUTER... i only get to play for 1 hour but usually play 2 hours... SEE ! I know it's for my own good but ... the pressure sucks. *Burning,burning,burning HOTTER*

P.S : Yay. Today all cousins from my family are coming. Going to be FUN. WEEHOO. Can get away from all those stress of revision but there's one more stress thinking in my mind... SHIT! The DISHES!!!!! ;(

Yo. I've got a LOAD of things to tell you guys out there.So first thing is i can only start playing computer next week and tomorrow is my religious class exam! I've got to memorise, MEMORISE 6 subject including HISTORY! Boohoo ... Okay relax butt. So today jonas and weeteck are losers. They made Ruling and maggie cry. Wtf. i can't even believe that mr.k choose him as a moniter, like shit! mr.kumaran mostly don't know the pupils' true colours from 5C. That's why he sometimes "you know what" as in any how blame people(something like that). then this is what we get because of him choosing jonas.But this is not mr.k's fault of course!Alright so today our class very chaotic. Luckily got mdm.shamsidah to complain to mr.kumaran about jonas. YAY! So now i'm going to tell you of my bestfriends and the things that i don't like them to do.

1) rafidah: She's always with jannah, leaving me out. Most of the time. Usually she isn't like this but now... she does. She prefers siding with jannah than me. Haiz-.-"Usually when i asked her to like sit at where i choose she will follow but then now when i asked her to sit in front of me and jannah asked her to sit in front of her,she will go jannah's place. Then everytime she will say "Jannah.." you know how angry i was. i called her and scold her saying that she's bad to show that i'm "angry" then the next day she go and tell jannah. HELLO! This is suppose to be confidential a.k.a PRIVATE! -.-" I guess i should just let you be with HER.


2)wan yuan: She's kind of understanding though. But most of the time she talks chinese with heidi and leaves me out. Sometimes she will do something that makes me upset like ignoring me and just walk away with heidi.-.-"""""

Joyce and jasmine are okay.Only my truefriends. Well, maybe that's the meaning of TRUEfriends. So now batrisyia suhardi is like want to snatch away wan yuan from me. Augh like shit. last time she don't like to be with wan yuan then now she want because i was with rafidah then now got jannah i with wan yuan. But still, same prob.Haiz...-.-" GTG buaiiz.

Yo! What's up. Just now I posted for 10 minutes then i got to go. Can't keep on posting even much more longer. So today, there's a lot of lameness coming from SOME people(I won't metion who). -.-" So let's start it out with my friend who is a blogger from 5C too. She was like "Batrisyia, can you help me...BLAHBLAHBLAH!" So i went to check out and when I was checking it out, she cover the top of her post. I was like... "Erm hello, eventually i would read your lame post which will obviously be full of nonsense!" now is it me or is this girl LAME? Next it's in class. i was happily laughing and talking when i saw my priscilia looking sad and angry so i asked her what's wrong and she replied with a nothing wrong face and shaking her head at the same time. -.-" So next i told jasmine what had happened. Jasmine comforted her but it was to no appreciation. I was like "What the heck?" then she wrote to farith something and she don't let me see! Is she trying to drag everyone into not friending me? Then i cried out of anger as i heard that she told weichen(-.-" big mouth woman) that i snatch away jasmine from her because just now in the comp lab, I pulled jasmine away from her ... -.-" How lame can that be? Of course i'll tell mr.k! She's at wrong. Well, I'm just going to write in my jpurnal about her! Actually, there's this KPO girl where her eyes always looks at me or wan yuan when i call wan yuan's name and in the end, i stare at her back. HAHA! So then later i want to go toilet very urgent after school then i told her in front of wan yuan. Then she was like "Batrisyia. You want to go to toilet ah? WE got together." i was like "girl, you are building sand castles in the air! I was talking to HER not YOU!"

P.S : this people are the lame people in class. can't expect more from those pathetic psycho.

Then mr.k said that he saw 2 girls wtih short skirt which he won't metion who. So this particular girl was like "Erm, i think one of them is an qi leh. cos her skirt quite short. mine not short right mine is just above knee!" then i was like saying in my heart that her's is short and yes her is just above knee ... by 10 cm that is. How can she say that an qi is the one. An qi has been natural the WHOLE time i knew her. ~NATURAL~ Don't worry an qi, I'll fight for you if that lame girl says that your blahblahblah okay? I'll be there for you, this five words i swear to you !!!

Hi guys. Right now I'm stuck in school! -.-" When i want to go into blogger.com, it lags... How boring can that be. Mrs lee,my art teacher let us play the computer. Isn't that just so cool... but, it's suppose to be a secret and I'm letting the cat out of the bag!!! OOPS. Like I care, :D i've got no time to waste. just want to search a blogskin for me and wan yuan's new blog... and JOYCE! When are you going to produce for me a baby blog... I want to share a blog with you too you know!!! Buaiiz:D

P.S : Oh no... surely this stupid computer is going to LAG!!!

Oh my... I'm so sorry that it's been a long time since i post. I've been rather busy a few days ago finding a new blogskin like wan yuan's but not her's ofcourse. Just something similar. After finding this blogskin, i pasted the code for music and suddenly i found out that it's too big that there's this translucent white colour thingy covering the words of my post. Augh. That was the time when I suffered about 5%. LOL.The suffering of 1OO% is when i was changing the detais of my blogskin,e.g: actually the blogskin's color is white but i change the details by choosing hot pink,purple and black to go with it and i was just previewing but NEVER SAVE! So there's suddenly this stupid thing that distract me so i just ignore it but i can't. So i pressed the button "OK" without saving the edits that i made....Oh my gosh. Everything close down except for MSN.That was the nightmare for the day. i was about to cry. D; BOOHOO! But then within around an estimation of 5-10 mins, i manage to get this beautiful blogskin! But i'm not happy with the iweb music though. the sound of the song is like it's recording the music not like imeem. I think it's malaysia's website. BLEECK!

Oh my god. Wan Yuan, Wan Yuan, Wan Yuan... I like your blogskin a lot. i love it girl. You're so MY style girl that's why we're bestfriends. (Rafidah&Joyce, don't be jelouse because I'm just talking normally.) So, cool... You should just check out her blog! Alright... So I just found out that i don't have the E Y math worksheet which has 25 pages and all my homework must be finished by tomorrow. But, good news... NO worries because joyce going to photocopy for me the worksheet. Thanks joyce! I owe you a lot!

Oh my god ! Look at them... Aren't they just so cute and pretty?














Ahem, I can't possibly show you all right? So just click here ---> dollz mania , follow the instructions and there you have it... Your own cartoon character in your very own blog. TAADAA !!!! OOPS! My sis acidentally knocked her head againts the wall! There's this big "boom" sound. A short one. Got to go... buaiiz :D

Oh my god! I'm so sorry Eugene. It simply slipped my mind that today(17/10) was your birthday. I've been rather busy lately you know with the hari raya celebrations... I'm really sorry.Alright, to show you that i'm sorry I'll give you a picture from image chef to say that i'm sorry a thousand and one times!



By the way, this is just something for you! Love you as a PET!Duh... LOL


My Wishes For Eugene

1) Get good results for exams
2) Pass PSLE next year
3) Forever be my pet
4) Don't mix with bad company
5) Be a good boy forever
6) Don't be forgetful
7) Get scolded by mr.kumaran...JK! Less scolding from mr.kumaran
8) Go to the same secondary school with me
9) Go to the same class as me next year
10)Remember me and all your TRUEFRIENDS for the rest of your life.

So, now posting because it's just so boring hearing people chat. BLAH BLAH BLAH. Oh my god! Alright so my mum's friend is here, whereas her daughter's not. My mum's friend which i call "mak" say that her daughter, aisyah , is staying at home alone and it's really normal for her to saty at home at night all alone. So here i am typing and there she is all alone at home. BOOHOO ! I was chatting with her because i saw her online. I asked her why she didn't come to my house... and guess what? She said that she had no idea that she was suppose to go to my house and she didn't know of her family's plan. Ouh man! This is such a sad thing because... We rarely meet and she's one of my bestfriend! REALLY. This is like the saddest thing that had happened during hari raya. Alright... just going to cry.*BOOHOO* Buaiiz... Nighty-night!

P.S : This picture from image chef is dedicated aisyah. Don't take it too hard,it's just a joke. Stay BORED!

Extra Infomations of me : if you don't know me, I like music a lot! Punk,Rock,R&B,Hip hop, BLAH BLAH BLAHS. Anything. But mostly, I like the song which will make me shake my head ---> ROCK! My Chemical Romance are rock, Girls Like Boys are punk.. Now these are my favourite band. OOPS! So extra man! HAHA. By the way, I'm doing this for fun.

This is dedicated to joyce who loves me forever. Thanks for giving me the picture from image chef! WO DE AI ! I LOVE YOU FOREVER... This includes wan yuan&rafidah of course.

Well, I've been rather busy going out for HARI RAYA a.k.a the best celebration ever! And as i was saying,today is the fourth day of hari raya. *Listening to music* LOL. First day of hari raya was usually the most fun of all because i get to go to my grandmothers' house and meet all my cousins especially fiqah. Best cousin of all and also kakak iya. They're cool. COOL COOL COOL. Sooooo,it's really fun especially getting all those money. $$$ CHING CHING CHING $$$ Teehee. It's really fun. Hey, can i stop saying fun. So second day of hari raya i borrowed a car from my cousin, and we went around and visit my relatives' house and at night, we finally went to another of my fantastic cousin. His laughing is super hilarious. LOL. LIKE DUCK! So third day of hari raya which is yesterday we went to fiqah's house. LOL. The food was great. Oh my god! I can't believe i gain 1kg. SHIT! But nevermind. Better than gaining 5kg like last year. THAT was even MORE SHIT! Today is the day which i stayed at home and do homework. JUST STARTED. Syn & Trans. Teehee. Half way! So today maybe people will come to my house. YAY! I already print out the lyrics of everyday and all for one for me and jasmine to sing - for fun. TEEHEE. That's all ! BUAIIZ :D

P.S : Maybe I'll show you guys pictures that i took during hari raya! Well, maybe...

The music's in me

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Alright so today we came home early. 10.00 a.m. Cool right? This is because Hari Raya is ... TOMMORROW. So in the morning I was not late to school but to me, I am late. Seriously, I was sitting at the very back. Everyone came already. It's all thanks to bus 302 because it was late... I waited for 15 minutes. Okay, or maybe 10 but it's still very long. LONG LONG LONG! I was hoping to see some P5 pupils walking to school which i obviously don't and then all i see was P6 pupils. Okay and maybe just 1 P2 pupil but at least they are still concordians right? So, there was this few lectures from mrs.dass. Good lectures. She praised us but... as i always feel, it's boring. Then when i came into class i have this backache and it simply hurts. People thought i was joking. Err. DUH! Jasmine told Weichen that my breast hurts. Okay that was so not hilarious. I was suffering in pain and yet she can joke. Well, i was simply not angry with her as she was not in the wrong. She was just joking. Then i wanted to bend down to take something from under my table and this time it hurts.... A LOT! It was really painful. I can't bare it. Tears were in my eyes already. Rafidah gave me a tissue. Wan yuan, heidi and all the other people who came comforted me. This is so sweet. Thankies to ALL! Jasmine told mr.kumaran and then mr.kumaran came and ask me what happened. I told him what happened ofcourse. then he called wan yuan to do something so ... BLAH BLAH BLAH! Then the recess bell rang and the muslims went to pack our bag and quickly get out of our schools. Hopefully today got no redcross because my back hurts a lot. Well, today priscilia was really really sensitive. LOOK! You can't force LOVE. Okay. You guys should get the problem by now. I can't tell you the details. Sorry! SO we had a science simple machine test and it was simple to me. Hopefully get good marks. Yay! I improved. i got 28/30 and 20/22 for math. Cool right? And yesterday, heidi went to the class 3C to take back her pencil box - accompanied by wan yuan ofcourse. then wan yuan saw a girl reading our diary because she had forgotten to bring it back home. The girl read is mostly about wan yuan's secret. LUCKY ME! But then the girl is so rude to have read other pupil's secret. Err hello. I'll call her a moron one day man. I will ! So wan yuan cried because i think she felt bad of hurself or is she angry because the stupid idiotic girl and boy read our diary ... LIKE A STORY-BOOK !!!! err.. LOL. Priscilia say I improved a lot in my subject. DUH. Okay i was just joking. Teehee. That's all i got to say. Tommorrow HARI RAYA already. Going to have a lot of fun! Sadly, only got 3 days to have fun. SATURDAY,SUNDAY& MONDAY ! T.T Nevermind, this is for my future. Heehee. "Ne-mind.Ne-mind." LOL!

I'm going to give Eugene a present for his birthday. I'll give it to him tomorrow because i can't give it to him on his birtday as it's a public holiday. Well not really actually. It's the PSLE marking day. So can't meet my cute little pet. Teehee. Well, I was chatting with Raf and Joyce and all they're talking about was FLOORBALL. Look. They really left me out. Augh. It simply a total bad thing to do that. But joyce apologise .. i think but i really don't blame them. Really! It's not their fault that they want to talk about their CCA but it's really not nice. Like when you speak chinese in front of a malay person and you just go on and that malay person just don't understand what they are talking about. You get it? Okay so enough about these talking stuff. Well, I've got GOOD news to share to you guys. Well It might not be a good news to you but it sure is a good news to me. HAHA!Okay. So I was thinking of a tv programme when i accidentally remember a malay tv programme call "Gemilang". All the girls wore a baju kebaya which is a malay tradisional clothes with skirts and it is simply B-E-Autiful. it's really nice. suits me though. SwEeT Colours. Really matching for a girl like me. Teehee. So my mum said that maybe this friday or today she go buy for me. Cool right? Teehee. It's a really nice clothes. not many people where that though. Yesterday, I want to geylang and it's.... Super boring. Duh! I don't like to go to crowded places. It's like so not me. NOT ME! Haha. So there we were finding carpets and we finally bought one for... for... I don't know. I don't take note of these things. We went around geylang and my bro bought a shoe which is meant for going out and school. Cool right? Then when we went home,got this "gay" say to my dad "abang,berat eh bang? Nak i tolong?I memang suka tolong orang. ye lah .. Kan hari raya kan. Tak nak sudah!" - TRANSLATION- "Is it heavy?You want me to help you?I really like to help people and since it was hari raya i can help you. if you don't want then don't want ah!" with this gayish voice.And he started posing for the teenage boys sitting. They were laughing like shit. So was me. It was so hilarious man! Lucky my father ignore him. this is like the first time I saw a "gay" ... LIVE. He was wearing this rocker clothes. So manly and then wtih his long hair like you know a rocker but it turned out.. that he was... HAHAHA ! So this week was the spring cleaning week as next week already hari raya. Cool right? It's like so fast. And I like it !Woohoo. Going to have FUN FUN FUN! I wrote this post really long. Too many things to tell you guys... I guess. Okay. See you soon. Buaiiz :D

What a child needs most is FREEDOM !!!! And I'm not having it. I can't even right whatever I want to write in my blog because my mum will not let me blog again... I know i'm much luckier than other children . Yes! I know that but one thing for sure is that they are luckier than me because they can have FREEDOM. Look. Its not that i want to be rude to my parents or embarrass them or anything, it's just that, I want to let all of my feelings out. OUT OUT OUT ! Dio you know that I must always bottle up my feelings. I know that when i let it get out of my chest, I will get scolded. Its not that my parents are unreasonable, it's just that they care for me... TOO MUCH. It's not easy being like this. I have to control my own feelings. its hard. Really hard. HARDER than my exam. It's not that i don't like the life I'm now. It's just that.... there's nothing in my life that has the same meaning as FREEDOM.Only sometimes. As in can choose my own clothes and play computer anytime and can go home myself. That's ALL. I know this is for my own good. but too much of it will make me over-dose. See... And my KPO brother comes and see what i write. PERVERTIC PSYCHO !!!

This is to Hazim who has been warded because of a disease but now he's okay and this cause mr.kumaran to misunderstand him. he has an operation and now he's okay. Coming back to school.... erm, on the 11/10/07. 5C hopes you get well sooner.

Today, me wan yuan and heidi play five stones but an intruder comes by. It's Farith. We save the day by asking him to go away with the help of the Purple ranger, wan yuan, he cried... then he said to me that I'm an act pro... Hello ! I'm a PRO. Duuuh. Well, i mean heidi's first ... wan yuan second and me third but i'm still the pro. Hello. Then he cry and it's like shit man. And I was the one who needs to persuade him to STOP CRYING ! It's just so ... It feels like shit. Well. Isn't it cool. About more then 10 people are coming to my house to celebrate hari raya on the 3rd of november. There's .... Eugene, farith, haikal, haniff, wei chen, joyce, wan yuan, heidi, priscilia, jasmine, rafidah, jannah, fajarina& rahmuna ... Some havn't confirm yet but , how cool can it be to have all your friends celebrating Hari Raya. Well. I especially don't like it when someone said that haniff like me. Come on okay I know that it's normal but there's no need to say out loud. I know that she say sorry already but it's really embarassing. Will you like it if someone said that someone who's NOT YOUR TYPE like you ??? Obviously NO. So please. Stop embarassing me. It's simply makes me angry and embarassed that I want to cry. Augh. Its not funny till you see that that my face changes. Its not funny. DUH. Okay . So thats all i want to say. Buaiiz