Sunday, March 23, 2008

I'm sorry for i was just joking that day. I didn't meant what i did. It was all a joke. I didn't know that you were really furious until that when your beautiful name was called, you ignored it. I didn't know that you were really mad. I didn't know that you agitated. I thought that you were fine with that mini joke that i gave you. However, it turned out that you were really mad that you did not want to talk to me. You ignored me for the past 3 days... even today. I'm sorry for it was just a joke i made up to made you smile but instead... i made you frown. I'm sorry. I didn't know what to say right now for i was really sad that you put down the phone when i called you. Maybe you were busy, maybe you were playing, maybe you were fustrated with me that you did that but to me, putting down the phone makes me really sad, especially from a friend, a friend whom i call caring,funny,bubbly. A friend who never makes me sad when the sky was dark . A friend whom i call a buddy and a friend whom i need to communicate right now, right at this moment,right at this minute,right at this .... second. A friend whom i really need to communicate to. To clear all my doubts. But you ignored me. I am sad. I called you the second time but you off it. I'm sorry for my joke. I'm sorry for what i did. I'm sorry for i was really upset with myself too. I'm sorry. Will history repeats itself? NO, i ensure you. No. For i really,desperately need a friend like you. A friend whom i call ... a truefriend.

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