Probsprobs&& more of 'em
I just couldn't stand them(!)
Unreasonable behaviour is one,
the stress& pressure they gave
are too much for me.
To tell you the truth i'm not
the least bit contented that she left
because she's always the one whom
i tell secrets& she sits directly behind me
(!) how d'you expect me to
throw her into my junk mail
in my brain?
It really pisses me off by your cruelty for mankind.
not physically but emotionally&
mentally.
I don't blame you though -
she has done truckloads of baddies
for the past few months,
but what i don't get it is, if you can't give a
person so close to you a chance,
then i can't expect you guys
to give me a chance to explain - to clear out my doubts.
when you asked me whether i'm happy,
i was actually nervous.
i don't want to hurt your feelings&
i also don't want to lie to you
but . .
i chose the latter -
lying seemed to be the only way to
not hurt your feelings.
i don't really need you to respect my decision
but no matter what,
be it she's in the gang or not,
she'll always be my bestfriend.
You don't know how much i missed her -
seeing her with her other friends makes me sad,
i wouldn't blame you for
breaking our friendship,
you guys left me to no choice -
i'm sorry if i've hurt your feelings
but i couldn't stand it anymore,
day by day things got worse because you chose
to ignore the probs.
this is one thing, but getting me affected is another.
yes - i'm pissed
i took a whole day to think it through.
I'MNOTTHELEASTBIT HAPPY.
Hellokitty can't solve it too.
i don't want to lose our friendship
but i won't let you break mine,
& you're my bestfriend. But...
are bestfriends suppose to do this to each other -
putting one in a spot?