Monday, September 1, 2008

Would I get to forget this?

Seriously, i want to talk. Yes, talk to you. Dear Heng Wanyuan, verlynn. Yes, you have pointed out our bad points and i admit. We were wrong to that. However, i too want to point out your bad points.
Firstly. We wasn't the one who insulted you first. You insulted me first. But you said sorry so, yea. It's okay.
Secondly. Every race in singapore counts yea. & there is no word accidentally. Races are important to them& i super know that everyone loves to insult the indians blablabla but every races is special hence, i guess you're too commonly use indians for insult so, yep you're wrong.
Thirdly. I remembered clearly in that message. You said 'bee this bee tad'. yes, i agree. Bee this & bee that is one of my famous phrases. but have you ever thought about you. heidi this heidi that.
Fourthly. Those vulgarities came from you first. I wasn't the one who started saying those words. You were. I was explaining& yes. I was upset. But suddenly you started acting sarcastic& so i became mad. Then i started saying you but no, there weren't any bad words. Until you started saying them. Vulgarites were shooting. i only called you two words(if i'm not wrong) pig& pornstar. I think also got stupid la. Idk but you called me pig, asshole, stupid & co. How do you think i felt? & you started saying that i was saying you while i'm losing a battle.
Fifthly. I don't treat this as a battle. You're the one who put it that particular word. I treated it as a debate.
Sixthly. i didn't treated people like subs. I seriously don't. I hang out with them often too& that time when bee& me were fighting. Anqi said that she wouldn't want to interfere with our problem hence she didn't supported anyone& i didn't treated her like sub. Joyce& they all. Yea, i told them my problem but not the MAIN THING. I only told lirong everything. Joyce just listen to what i had to say& yep. She too didn't interfere.
Seventhly. Lirong & bee problem. I've finally decided not to side anyone if you don't know.
eightthly. I realised that you have forgotten who was there to listen to all your complains about heidi & what you're upset about her.
Ninethly. What's the link. Just because i said i understand how both you& begonia felt doesn't mean i said bee this bee that right?
Lastly. i have forgiven you but forgive me to this part yea. I can't forget those words, i felt like suddenly those 5 years of friendship meant nothing to you& i'm upset with your character. You've changed alot. Maybe it's pubity but even so. You weren't like this last time.
Bahs, that was a bombastic 10 things to say :( still, i'm not upset that i've got so much to say. Sigh, i'm really super sorry if through this post, i've hurt your feelings. Was discussing with eugene kuek my ' crushcrushcrush ' about forgiving her& he said that she's gone too far. Well, maybe. Idk. Super sian -.- & i'm also really upset about someone who kept saying that i'm copying her. Told bee about it. Ever single move of anything the same - 'you copied me' . Bee too is upset about it but, maybe we ought to shut our gap yea :O
My handphone money left 4 dumb cents la, :X Seriously, just one more cent & yea, can message already :] bahs. Errr, joyce. I don't think i've got time to do the 6C thing. Nevermind, Just stick to the status quo bah :) I see my new tagboard is getting famous back yo' :] happy for that ! Yea, oh & happy fasting& sept. Holis humans (!) tata.

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