Saturday, October 6, 2007

What a child needs most is FREEDOM !!!! And I'm not having it. I can't even right whatever I want to write in my blog because my mum will not let me blog again... I know i'm much luckier than other children . Yes! I know that but one thing for sure is that they are luckier than me because they can have FREEDOM. Look. Its not that i want to be rude to my parents or embarrass them or anything, it's just that, I want to let all of my feelings out. OUT OUT OUT ! Dio you know that I must always bottle up my feelings. I know that when i let it get out of my chest, I will get scolded. Its not that my parents are unreasonable, it's just that they care for me... TOO MUCH. It's not easy being like this. I have to control my own feelings. its hard. Really hard. HARDER than my exam. It's not that i don't like the life I'm now. It's just that.... there's nothing in my life that has the same meaning as FREEDOM.Only sometimes. As in can choose my own clothes and play computer anytime and can go home myself. That's ALL. I know this is for my own good. but too much of it will make me over-dose. See... And my KPO brother comes and see what i write. PERVERTIC PSYCHO !!!

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