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So, yeah! See that! So sweet of her. Her "but" in that sentence might be too harsh to vaymond, but guess what. Do you really think i care, don't care, heck care, Do you really think i care, i don't give a damn, yadedadeda ~ Seriously sweet of her to feature me! Eh, i know you all jealous lah. No need tell me, i can tell! :D Heehee, Ilysm sister.

"Every day might be a suntastic day,arise. You wake up from bed,crying from a bad dream,rubbing your eyes,drying your pillow,getting up to face the new day ahead of you. You looked at your bedtime bunny headed flops,and you knew that you kept on stepping on it yesterday before you canvassed off to bed,awaiting the sun to rise. Every night is just like other nights,you grab your pillow and squinted,maybe even winced,and shove your face into it,trying to suffocate yourself,to die,to die,to just die,so that every little bit of sorrow would come to an end. Thinking of ending your life,to stop everything in your tracks,to think that life meant nothing to you anymore. Nothing special,you assumed. Love life's crashed,life's adjourned,head's spinning wild. You left the guy,the jerk,the umbilical,of who you thought that he is. Till now,you still can't get that very special someone off your mind,to have the envision and illusions of him appearing right in front of your face,mouthing that he loves you to you. You then blinked,he's gone. Disappeared into thin air,no remains of him. You meandered around in your room,moping. You used to think that you were flawless,that nothing of what you've done was wrong,or so you thought. Then slowly,you started to realise that it's all of your fault. Well,mostly. You couldn't control yourself,telling your closest friends of how you feel and all that,blabbing everything out as if your fairytale's broken. No,there isn't any fairytale going-ons around here,not anymore. You must regain consciousness,to learn to wake up,to obtain sheer happiness. You plastered a smile on your face to cover up your sorrows,but only your best friends could see the inner side of you. Just that,they didn't want to approach your heart,to ask of how are you. Why not approach? It's because you didn't seem to pour out your feelings,so we assumed that you're getting a hang of it. Now you come telling me that whenever he sees you,he'll back away. Avoiding,you thought. You still have this chance,don't ever think that your chances are burned up,rebashed into cinders. No,everyone deserves a chance no matter how bad of the things that they've done before. Even I. We will give you full support of whatever you do,do not let yourself be rural. You are strong."

Ver send me this. I copy paste everything here to have a muchmuch closer look. It's really meaningful. I shall read it, & keep it, & use it to guide me wherever i go, forever. :)


Thankyou KOR & VERLYNN! You guys have been the greatest idiotic & retarded friends i've ever known! Glad that i'll have the both of you by my side. Love you guys alotttttt :D YAY! Be happy. Kor is bryan, Verlynn is Wanyuan. Aiya, they so common in my blog. So obvious -_- Oh & i lazy do darren's quiz. LOL. Aiya, if i free i do lah okay, you finger twister. LOL!


With lots of love,
Batrisyia :D


I can't make you love me when you don't ):
Can you believe that i'm still listening to Slow goodbye? Look at the time difference of the two post! It's been more than ten times alr :x I needa get out of the emo zone ):