Dearest adek muhaimin,

I want to let you know that your kakak, me, will always look out for you, & look up to you. Seriously. When you told me this : "for me, its like, the girls..none look out for me" then let me tell you, since you think that none look out for you, i wanna tell you that I do. And if none ever does that, let me be the first. You're a really good adek, one of the best, to be exact. & i wanna make sure that you're not emo emo anymore. Because you seemed to have lost all the confidence in yourself. & it hurts to see someone close so upset & disappointed in one's self. I want to let you know that you're the best, everytime i've got a problem, i always seek you for advice. Because you are one of the best person who would listen to my rantings & sanggup dengar me membebel about different people & different situation. & i believe my adek will be beside me through thick & thin. Which is why i always look up to you. Muhaimin, you are one of the good friends that are true to me that i've ever had. I want you to gain back your confidence, don't look down on yourself. I don't wanna see you sad. Let me be the first girl, as a "kakak", to look out for you & look up to you. Don't be sad! Anything, i'll always be here for you. I'm just freaking 8 digits away. & if i'm not online, you can send me an offilne message or a mail. Stop ... being so sad. ): It hurts me to see you like this. If not for yourself, atleast smile for the people around you & me. :>